you can know someone for years and love them freely as a friend,
and then all of a sudden your heart flutters when you look at them.
you can't wait to call them because their voice ignites an uncontrollable feeling in the pits of your stomach.
even though it's the same voice you've been listening to for over 5 years without feeling a thing.
when before you would listen to them complain about their girlfriends or exes to give genuine advice, you now hear another woman's name and fill up green with jealousy.
yes, attraction has always been there. from both sides? i don't know. but the 21 year old in me is jumping up and down at the thought of being together with them. he says he felt the same way. does he?
i like him tho. i really do.
nevertheless, i can't be with you.
not now.
